5.20.13

radioactive iodine therapy

see jane undergo RAI therapyso… as a final step on my thyroid cancer agenda, i begin radioactive iodine therapy tomorrow morning.

did you know that your thyroid glands absorb nearly all of the iodine in your body? so, when radioactive iodine (RAI), also known as I-131, is taken into the body in liquid or capsule form, it concentrates on thyroid cells. the radiation can destroy the thyroid gland and any other thyroid cells (including cancer cells) that take up iodine, with little effect on the rest of your body. most of my thyroid was removed in the two surgeries i had, but we know from recent blood work that some cancerous thyroid cells remain – the RAI will destroy them.

for RAI therapy to be most effective, patients must have high levels of thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH or thyrotropin) in the blood. this substance stimulates thyroid tissue (and cancer cells) to take up radioactive iodine. since my thyroid has been removed, one way to raise TSH levels is to not take thyroid hormone pills for several weeks. this causes very low thyroid hormone levels (a condition known as hypothyroidism), which in turn causes the pituitary gland to release more TSH. this intentional hypothyroidism is temporary, but it often causes symptoms like tiredness, depression, weight gain, muscle aches, and reduced concentration. sounds lovely, right?

my body will give off radiation for some time after i receive RAI therapy. so, from May 31st – June 3rd i will be locked in my bedroom “isolation room” to prevent others from being exposed to the radiation. thank goodness i have so many episodes of this to watch! ::winks:: and of course – my computer + a stack of books will be with me. i’m telling myself this is great – three days to relax, and rest… what mom doesn’t want that?!? only, if you know me — i am going to go CRAZY! i LOVE being non-stop busy. i will be dying to go to hot yoga, dying to go to the gym, dying to get outside. i am attempting to get most of our packing for the upcoming move done so i won’t be impatient to be busy preparing us to leave. and, it’s the most beautiful time of year — i’m going to miss an entire weekend/three days with friends and family out and about in boston!!! ugh.

of course – the sacrifice of being isolated is totally worth it. i should be cancer-free after RAI therapy.

thyroid cancer patients with papillary or follicular thyroid cancer {what i have} usually receive a dose of radioactive iodine (RAI) about two months after their surgery in an attempt to destroy any remaining thyroid cells in their bodies.

following RAI therapy, i will undergo a whole-body radioiodine scan in early june. if my scan is not “clean,” i will then receive treatment with a larger dose of RAI in an attempt to eliminate remaining thyroid cells. but it seems one treatment of RAI therapy should work for me.

in preparation for the RAI scan and RAI treatment, i will begin a low-iodine diet (LID) tomorrow morning at the same time that i stop taking my hormone medication. the purpose of a low-iodine diet is to deplete the body of its stores of iodine, to help increase the effectiveness of the radioactive iodine scan/treatment. the premise is that when the radioactive iodine is administered, the thyroid cells will “suck” up the iodine, because the body has been so depleted.

so, wish me luck. husband is currently traveling for work, i am planning to mentally ignore the symptoms i am supposed to experience. i plan on going about life like none of this is happening. ::smiles::

if any of you have recommendations for quick & easy low-iodine meals, i’d love to hear. i did three days of the blue print cleanse this past week to prep my body for this, and i plan on doing it again during the time i’m on the diet, because it’s low-iodine it will be an easy way to follow the diet for three of the ten days.

i am so close to being cancer-free!

remember: my thyroid nodule was discovered during an annual physical two years ago.  take care of your body.  go to the doctor.

xoxo.

5.9.13

mother’s…

this sunday is mother’s day and in honor of mother’s this week, bridget from tales of me and the husband {a local Massachusetts blogger}, is sharing guest posts from some mothers she admires including a few words–wisdom or otherwise–and a picture of them and their brood (or, however many they could wrangle for a semi-decent picture!)

i was sweetly touched to be included and you can read what i had to say here. i recommend reading the entire “mother’s day” posts because i’ve found them to be inspiring and uplifting.

mothers-day-via-seejaneblog

and, a very happy mother’s day to every beautiful soul who has ever loved a momma, held a child, had a dream, and hoped for happiness. xo.

{photos by me.}

5.5.13

maui

i am on my way home from an epic girls trip. husband surprised me about two weeks ago – he shared the news that he’d been planning a trip to maui with six of my girlfriends. the main purpose of the trip was to give me some relaxation after one of my craziest years so far plus celebrate that i am almost-cancer-free. many of you possibly followed along via instagram, and you will see a few of those pictures again in this post. the pictures speak for themselves – we enjoyed everything that maui has to offer, adventure was our theme. my friend jenn has a home in maui and she was our tour guide, and host. we all agree, it could not have been a better week. the most gorgeous weather too! so hot and perfect.

what seeps out of these pictures is a deeply rooted friendship amongst seven women who cherish one another. all differences aside. bonds that are unbreakable. we have twenty-seven children between the seven of us, and we’ve survived years of challenges and happiness no matter the space that separates us. we’ve accumulated endless hours of laughter – we can be ridiculous in the best of ways.

during this trip, we had a theme song for this stage of our lives – brave by sara bareilles. i am going to continue this post with the words of the song…

maui girls trip via seejaneblog

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast

maui girls trip instagrams via seejaneblog

Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up
Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
And they settle ‘neath your skin

hello apparel hello tank tops via seejaneblog

Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins

grand wailea spa time via seejaneblog

But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

maui girls trip details via seejaneblog

grand wailea via seejaneblog

girls trip at the ritz-carlton residences via seejaneblog

jane jumping 670

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

floating in the pacific via seejaneblog

jane and becky jumping 670

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

hiking to twin falls maui via seejaneblog

jane waterfall jumping via seejaneblog

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

flatbread in paia via seejaneblog

matching rash gards via seejaneblog

be strong hats via seejaneblog

Everybody’s been there, everybody’s been stared down
By the enemy
Fallen for the fear and done some disappearing
Bow down to the mighty

casual beach style via seejaneblog

head stands on big beach via seejaneblog

Don’t run, stop holding your tongue
Maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
Maybe one of these days you can let the light in
Show me how big your brave is

snorkeling via seejaneblog

floating at big beach via seejaneblog

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

polaroids of maui via seejaneblog

first friday maui via seejaneblog

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

relaxing on the paddle boards via seejaneblog

early morning paddle in maui via seejaneblog

Innocence, your history of silence
Won’t do you any good
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?

sea turtles via seejaneblog

sea turtle via seejaneblog

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

flowering tree via seejaneblog

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

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crank up the song, here. collect good friends, and be brave. xo.

{photo credits: moi, becky kimball, and jenn granum.}

4.16.13

the art of… family

this past weekend, i took a whole lotta sidewalk chalk + all of my kids outside to our driveway. we spent all afternoon out there, and not only created some chalk masterpieces, but created some fun memories.

the art of family via seejaneblog for twig creative

to see more pictures from our activity {more sidewalk chalk art!}, and to read my thoughts on “the art of… family” head over to the twig creative blog. and then, buy one of their wooden treasures, because they are the absolute cutest toys ever! true statement.

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dear friends, thank you dearly for all your texts, emails, fb/twitter/instagram messages yesterday and this morning in wake of the boston explosions. our family went to the red sox game at fenway in lieu of the marathon yesterday and we were back home in the suburbs before any danger took place. it is a hostile world that our children are inheriting. yet, there is tremendous good in the world too, lets keep that in mind as we all pray for better days.

in passing of yesterdays events, my friend katie shares her thoughts about beantown. her words are very touching, a coincidence that our family is planning a picnic on a boston lawn this afternoon.

xo.

4.1.13

Roster stores + a giveaway {with three chances to win!}

happy monday! happy april 1st! and, most importantly around our home – happy first day of the Red Sox 2013 season!!!

i have an incredible giveaway for you today, i am thrilled to introduce one of my favorite shops: Roster stores! Roster is offering a generous $50.00 gift certificate to THREE winners! this is perfect for all the New England sports fans, and an exciting way to kick-off the Sox season today! and! i’m giving away one classic Red Sox baseball hat to one lucky seejaneblog reader!  keep reading for more details…

Roster stores via seejaneblog

when we moved to Boston twenty-one months ago {can you believe its been almost two years?!?} during one of our first trips out shopping we discovered a Roster store. instantly, we were all fans – especially my husband! ROSTER carries leading sports lifestyle brands such as 47 Brand, Mitchell & Ness, Touch by Alyssa Milano, Old Time Hockey, Adidas, Nike, New Era, Majestic, Original Retro Brand, and more. it’s fashionable; high-quality merchandise features all of Boston’s favorite professional sports teams: Red Sox, Bruins, Patriots, and Celtics!

Roster sports girls red sox raglan via seejaneblog

through-out this post, you can see some of our favorite apparel selections for this season. while sports apparel has been historically geared toward the male audience, Roster carries a wide selection for women, and kids! for men, they offer something that’s a significant upgrade from your typical licensed apparel.

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Roster stores Red Sox fan via seejaneblog

“Until now, most licensed product has been sold through your average sporting goods stores,” said Tom Emmons, Executive Vice President, ROSTER. “Today’s sports apparel merchandisers want to sell their more fashionable lines in boutiques. That’s where Roster comes in, its America’s first Sports Lifestyle store”

Roster stores teenage girl sox fan via seejaneblog

Roster stores girl via seejaneblog

Roster stores Boston Red Sox beanie via seejaneblog

My favorite? i love ’47 Brand with it’s retro-inspired unique looks.

Roster stores Boston red sox girls handbag via seejaneblog

Roster stores Red Sox Baseball sweater via seejaneblog

Roster stores girl Sox sweater via seejaneblog

Roster stores Red Sox jersey via seejaneblog

Roster stores Red Sox baseball thermal via seejaneblog

Roster stores Red Sox mens beanie via seejaneblog

Roster stores retro sox hat via seejaneblog

Roster stores womens track jackets Red Sox via seejaneblog

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Roster stores 47 Brand womens tee via seejaneblog

are you a New England sports fan? if so, you realize it’s more than a sport – it’s a lifestyle. and Roster totally gets it. i’d love to hear what teams are your favorite?!?

Roster stores family via seejaneblog

ROSTER has existing locations at Legacy Place in Dedham, Natick Mall, Cambridge Side Galleria, Providence Place, Faneuil Hall and Philadelphia Airport. ROSTER opened their eighth store at Derby Street Shoppes in Hingham this past November – located on a corner across from Whole Foods.

Roster-stores-penant-girl-via-seejaneblog

as i mentioned – there will be three winners, with three ways to win a $50.00 gift certificate: you can enter to win on facebook, instagram, and twitter! one winner on each social media network!

how to enter:

on facebook: “like” Roster stores and “like” see jane blog – share a link to this blog post on your facebook page, and you are entered!

on twitter: follow @ROSTERSTORES, and @seejanetweeet – tweet the link to this blog post, and you are entered!

on instagram: follow @rosterstores and follow @see_jane, you will find the roster giveaway image i have posted there, re-post it, hash tag #seejaneRoster and you are entered!

side note: for those of you not in new england, and you would not be able to get to a roster store – leave your name and a comment below, i will be choosing one see jane blog reader to send a classic Boston Red Sox hat to – just like the one i am wearing in the pictures above – i believe the classic Boston Red Sox hat is the best baseball hat ever.

yes, you are welcome to enter on all three networks. the winners will be announced in two weeks on Monday, April 15th. this is not an april fools joke.

good luck – to all of you – and the Sox this season!!! xo.

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the winners are:

Bostonianlofa via instagram
Cassie Ford via Facebook
Star Willette via twitter

and, the seejaneblog winner who will receive a classic Boston Red Sox baseball hat is – Kat Campagna!

congratulations to all the winners!

please email me, jane@prolook.com so i can get your email addresses for Roster or your mailing address for the hat! Go Sox!!!

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this is a sponsored post. however, i contacted Roster stores myself and made an arrangement to work with them — that is how much i like their store and products. if you are interested in sponsoring seejaneblog with your products or services, please email jane@prolook.com

{all pictures by me, Jane Rhodes}

3.6.13

follicular variant of papillary thyroid cancer

for about thirty-six hours now, i have been thyroid-free. i am also one step closer to being cancer-free…

how am i feeling? a little sluggish, but good. the drive home from the hopsital was interesting. it always takes longer than normal for anestheisa to wear-off on me – so, amidst the nausea, dizziness and my husbands driving {everyone who has driven in a car with him knows what i am talking about} i had a somewhat induced case of car sickness with one honey, pull-over i’m going to puke!

other than that moment, i feel ok.

thyroid cancer via seejaneblog

last year, after my second biopsy results confirmed “undetermined” in regards to my thyroid nodule being malignant or benign… i was very apprehensive about what direction to go in. my first reaction was to attack this with a hollistic approach. i just thought, well, it’s time to be healthier. i typically eat good, i will eat better. more hot yoga. more running, more exercise. after a few months of this, i came to discover, both through speaking with my endocrinologist and through conducting all kinds of independent research, as of today in modern medicine there is no diagnostic tool, except surgery, for determining whether these cells are cancerous or not. in the case of surgery, the thyroid gland has to be removed (either half or all, depending on biopsy results on each side), so as to enable doctors to figure out exactly what is going on.

so, even if i would have chosen to fight thyroid cancer in a hollistic way, there would be no way to confirm if one: the nodule and thyroid had cancer to begin with. and two: i would never know after months and possibly years of eating clean, exercising, if the cancer had gone away. the only sure way of knowing that the nodule was malignant, and that it was gone is to have it removed. this is all due in part to the thyroid being so small and in such an area that makes it difficult to test.

i’m sharing this with you because as i’ve finished my second surgery, i’m thrilled to be moving forward and also fighting a feeling of self-disapointment. disappointment that i wasn’t able to overcome this without surgery.

have you ever felt this way? happy with where you are, disappointed in the route you took?

i greatly admire those who have cured themselves from terrible diseases with a natural path to healing. and maybe it’s the unrealistic perfectionist within me that wishes i had done this some other way, but regardless, i keep feeling a slight disappointment that i chose to have surgery. you can also replace “slight disappointment” with guilty, embarrassed, or ashamed. like, i took the easy way out.

on the flip side, again, i am truly thrilled to be moving forward. i started my new hormone meds today and i continue to wait for my super powers to kick in! these past few months left me constantly feeling more fatigued than normal, more lazy, more emotional, my immune system has been dragging, and i have high hopes that my hormone replacements will help cure some of this.

i learned about para-thyroids after surgery. evidently, i had one that collapsed during surgery. each human has four, and they are about the size of a rice grain. tiny. these para-thyroids control the amount of calcium in the blood and within the bones. so, my surgeon tucked the para-thyroid gland that collapsed in a muscle and it will regenerate itself and should start working again. amazing, right? the human body is amazing!!! i am also on a crazy high dose of calcium and will have a blood draw later this week to monitor how i’m doing.

i also have one more final treatment, possibly later this spring or early summer – radioactive iodine. iodine has a magical characteristic of only being attracted to thyroid cells. so, the radioactive iodine will go in and kill any malignant cells that were possibly left behind in surgery, making me completely cancer free. {!!!!!} the only downfall of this is that legally i am considered “radioactive” for three days and can’t be around any other humans. so, it will be a three day isolated hospital stay. obviously, my laptop and i, and a good book or two will be my companions when this takes place. until then, i am almost cancer free

my scar looks better than it did after my first surgery. it’s not as swollen, but it is a tad longer now since it needed to be longer to get into the left side, and i’m a bit more bruised. the bruising was caused by re-cutting the scar, the skin is tougher to cut a second time around. a bit ironic, yes?

all of this, plus the snow falling outside makes me dream of summer and warmer weather – i am connecting the two. 2013 summer means warm days at the beach, baseball games, it means i should be back to feeling like myself, it means all of this will be in the past…

are you ready for spring and summer???

{past posts about my thyroid cancer here, and here.}

3.1.13

happy fifteen.

i don’t even know where to begin.
and so i sit here, just staring at the screen, wanting so badly to be able to take this storm of feelings and find words that are worthy.

my baby girl turned fifteen years old yesterday.

DIY marquee letters, birthday party via seejaneblog

for starters, we had our traditional family celebration pre-breakfast…

tower of donuts in place of a cake, via seejaneblog

we are following a new trend to have a tower of donuts in place of a cake… for now, our kiddos seem to love it. {and it saves time!}

number toppers, via seejaneblog

party favors for the younger siblings…

poof balls party favors via seejaneblog

fifteenth birthday via seejaneblog

antlers plus party decor via seejaneblog

yesterday was a really rough day emotionally. and while i can only say so much about mothers, daughters, and teenagers in this space. more specifically: me and my teenage daughter. i will say, life can present the most unexpected challenges.

i’m looking through the pictures from her birthday, and i’m sitting here all kinds of weepy. i continue to think about the little bundle of brown skin and dark curly hair that was in my arms fifteen years ago. thinking about how my girl was the cutest-chubbiest of all chubby babies, and how she is the most incredibly beautiful young woman today. cue more tears.

we started our day with the family party, we woke up extra early to get out the door and have breakfast at one of our favorite local restaurants.

then… i picked her up after school and made an unexpected stop by pinkberry on the way home. secretly, i had planned a surprise yogurt bash with her girlfriends, family, and some family friends —

my favorite moment? that split second she looked up at her dad and smiled at his puckered face donning pink glasses:

pinkberry PINK party via seejaneblog

going with the “pink” theme, the bash included confetti + pink party totes filled with pink party favors:

pink party favors for a pinkberry yogurt bash via seejaneblog

kiana and girlfriends bw via seejaneblog

kiana with friends at pinkberry via seejaneblog

fun idea:

the night before this bash i was trying to create a “cake” topper that was not a candle and could be used in the yogurt when i thought of using pipe cleaners!

ta-da:

pipe cleaners as toppers via seejaneblog

pink glasses party via seejaneblog

pinkberry party via seejaneblog

pinkberry party with pink glasses via seejaneblog

there is more i’d like to say, but i am emotionally drained.

the weekend is almost underway, our thick snow is slowly melting, and we have a mini-massachusetts road trip planned for tomorrow. do you have any idea what that means? country music, baby. we’ll be singing our way across the open roads. do you have any plans?

happy weekend!

p.s. 38 days till the Red Sox opening game. you knew that, right?

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party details:

pictures can make things look pretty and more time-consuming than they are. really, this entire day was very simple to put together.

for the marquee light letters:

i used Danni’s tutorial here via oh hello friend. i skipped a couple of steps, i wasn’t trying to make perfect marquee letters for this party, i was simply trying to get the effect – quickly. i will probably go back and improve these letters now that the party is over and i ‘m thinking about hanging them in our play room.

so, if you check out her DIY post. i used the same 12″ cardboard letters. i found mine locally at Jo-Ann’s. i cut along the edge of the letters to remove one side with a knife, i didn’t use a ruler, and didn’t leave an edge. I skipped spray paint. i planned on using a string of circle bulb lights but after calling a dozen stores here in new england and driving to a half dozen others – i couldn’t find any. this was the day before kiana’s birthday, so there wasn’t time to have any shipped to me either. so, i used one strand of white christmas lights.

i marked the holes for spacing, used a drill to make those holes, and placed one light in each hole. that’s it!

i hid most of the wires behind the letters when “happy” was standing on display on the table. since my letters are not hanging, it was challenging to get them to stay balanced and stand up straight, so i used a few zots placed on the bottom of the letters to help them stand up on the table. afterwards, these peeled right off.

poof ball party favors here. my kids loved these, they are still playing with them! think: designer spit balls. there was a serious birthday battle! big papi causing the most raucous! ::wink::

white tissue garland, here.

wrapping paper found at paper source

polka-dot totes, pink nail files, pink face wipes, polka-dot compact mirror, and pink glasses found at Forever 21.

© 2013 jane rhodes.