5.20.13

radioactive iodine therapy

see jane undergo RAI therapyso… as a final step on my thyroid cancer agenda, i begin radioactive iodine therapy tomorrow morning.

did you know that your thyroid glands absorb nearly all of the iodine in your body? so, when radioactive iodine (RAI), also known as I-131, is taken into the body in liquid or capsule form, it concentrates on thyroid cells. the radiation can destroy the thyroid gland and any other thyroid cells (including cancer cells) that take up iodine, with little effect on the rest of your body. most of my thyroid was removed in the two surgeries i had, but we know from recent blood work that some cancerous thyroid cells remain – the RAI will destroy them.

for RAI therapy to be most effective, patients must have high levels of thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH or thyrotropin) in the blood. this substance stimulates thyroid tissue (and cancer cells) to take up radioactive iodine. since my thyroid has been removed, one way to raise TSH levels is to not take thyroid hormone pills for several weeks. this causes very low thyroid hormone levels (a condition known as hypothyroidism), which in turn causes the pituitary gland to release more TSH. this intentional hypothyroidism is temporary, but it often causes symptoms like tiredness, depression, weight gain, muscle aches, and reduced concentration. sounds lovely, right?

my body will give off radiation for some time after i receive RAI therapy. so, from May 31st – June 3rd i will be locked in my bedroom “isolation room” to prevent others from being exposed to the radiation. thank goodness i have so many episodes of this to watch! ::winks:: and of course – my computer + a stack of books will be with me. i’m telling myself this is great – three days to relax, and rest… what mom doesn’t want that?!? only, if you know me — i am going to go CRAZY! i LOVE being non-stop busy. i will be dying to go to hot yoga, dying to go to the gym, dying to get outside. i am attempting to get most of our packing for the upcoming move done so i won’t be impatient to be busy preparing us to leave. and, it’s the most beautiful time of year — i’m going to miss an entire weekend/three days with friends and family out and about in boston!!! ugh.

of course – the sacrifice of being isolated is totally worth it. i should be cancer-free after RAI therapy.

thyroid cancer patients with papillary or follicular thyroid cancer {what i have} usually receive a dose of radioactive iodine (RAI) about two months after their surgery in an attempt to destroy any remaining thyroid cells in their bodies.

following RAI therapy, i will undergo a whole-body radioiodine scan in early june. if my scan is not “clean,” i will then receive treatment with a larger dose of RAI in an attempt to eliminate remaining thyroid cells. but it seems one treatment of RAI therapy should work for me.

in preparation for the RAI scan and RAI treatment, i will begin a low-iodine diet (LID) tomorrow morning at the same time that i stop taking my hormone medication. the purpose of a low-iodine diet is to deplete the body of its stores of iodine, to help increase the effectiveness of the radioactive iodine scan/treatment. the premise is that when the radioactive iodine is administered, the thyroid cells will “suck” up the iodine, because the body has been so depleted.

so, wish me luck. husband is currently traveling for work, i am planning to mentally ignore the symptoms i am supposed to experience. i plan on going about life like none of this is happening. ::smiles::

if any of you have recommendations for quick & easy low-iodine meals, i’d love to hear. i did three days of the blue print cleanse this past week to prep my body for this, and i plan on doing it again during the time i’m on the diet, because it’s low-iodine it will be an easy way to follow the diet for three of the ten days.

i am so close to being cancer-free!

remember: my thyroid nodule was discovered during an annual physical two years ago.  take care of your body.  go to the doctor.

xoxo.

5.19.13

20/52

kiana sick

myla in the park

kj my bruins fan

sela at the park

“a portrait of my children, once a week, every week, in 2013.”

kiana: has a stomach bug, and has been in bed or on the couch watching re-runs of gilmore girls.
myla: has been hooked to her iphone watching dance academy this week…
kj: four days home from school sick this past week – he had the stomach bug first, and he’s just starting to feel better.
sela: likes building little beds out of leaves for her miniature dolls.

5.12.13

19/52

kiana sleeping

myla archery

kj practicing piano

sela red bow

“a portrait of my children, once a week, every week, in 2013.”

kiana: sleeps more than any other human i know. she is a teenager. but she’s been this way since she was an infant!
myla: collects russian matryoshka dolls and cool eyeglasses/sunglasses.
kj: practicing piano as fast as he can, so he can get back to riding his bike.
sela: likes to wear a red bow to match her backpack.

5.10.13

a change is gonna come.

seejanemove

many things are happening around here. many good and exciting things.

there is the obvious, it’s finally feeling warm in new england!!! the sun shines past the clouds and rain about four days out of seven! wahoooo! the Red Sox have had the most exciting start to their season this year, and we hope the goodness continues. there have also been some unexpected changes in our life lately. because of all the snow days we had this winter, our kids will be in school till june twenty-SIXTH and shortly after that it looks like this family of six will be setting out on a new adventure. there’s been a change of plans, instead of staying here in boston and continue to indefinitely settle down, we are packing up and relocating out west again. we have heavily considered southern california {specifically laguna beach where my husband has family} and utah. as of today it looks like utah is pulling in the lead! the best word to describe this move: bittersweet. we will miss so many amazing people here in massachusetts, but we also know we are returning to what feels like home to us. yes, there are many good things to come…

i am planning to share more of these things with you as they draw closer and utah, we are excited to call you home. again. ahhh… i just said that out loud!

*picture: the organizing and packing is underway. we have just over seven weeks till we leave.

5.9.13

mother’s…

this sunday is mother’s day and in honor of mother’s this week, bridget from tales of me and the husband {a local Massachusetts blogger}, is sharing guest posts from some mothers she admires including a few words–wisdom or otherwise–and a picture of them and their brood (or, however many they could wrangle for a semi-decent picture!)

i was sweetly touched to be included and you can read what i had to say here. i recommend reading the entire “mother’s day” posts because i’ve found them to be inspiring and uplifting.

mothers-day-via-seejaneblog

and, a very happy mother’s day to every beautiful soul who has ever loved a momma, held a child, had a dream, and hoped for happiness. xo.

{photos by me.}

5.7.13

18/52

kiana sweatshirt

myla with arrow

KJ doing homework

sela waiting

“a portrait of my children, once a week, every week, in 2013.”

kiana: rarely wears sweatshirts, but has picked up on the trend from the teen scene where we live.
myla: currently likes: archery in our backyard.
kj: enjoys doing his homework in husbands home office.
sela: always waiting to go somewhere, with someone… the baby of the family gets dragged everywhere.

5.5.13

maui

i am on my way home from an epic girls trip. husband surprised me about two weeks ago – he shared the news that he’d been planning a trip to maui with six of my girlfriends. the main purpose of the trip was to give me some relaxation after one of my craziest years so far plus celebrate that i am almost-cancer-free. many of you possibly followed along via instagram, and you will see a few of those pictures again in this post. the pictures speak for themselves – we enjoyed everything that maui has to offer, adventure was our theme. my friend jenn has a home in maui and she was our tour guide, and host. we all agree, it could not have been a better week. the most gorgeous weather too! so hot and perfect.

what seeps out of these pictures is a deeply rooted friendship amongst seven women who cherish one another. all differences aside. bonds that are unbreakable. we have twenty-seven children between the seven of us, and we’ve survived years of challenges and happiness no matter the space that separates us. we’ve accumulated endless hours of laughter – we can be ridiculous in the best of ways.

during this trip, we had a theme song for this stage of our lives – brave by sara bareilles. i am going to continue this post with the words of the song…

maui girls trip via seejaneblog

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast

maui girls trip instagrams via seejaneblog

Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up
Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
And they settle ‘neath your skin

hello apparel hello tank tops via seejaneblog

Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins

grand wailea spa time via seejaneblog

But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

maui girls trip details via seejaneblog

grand wailea via seejaneblog

girls trip at the ritz-carlton residences via seejaneblog

jane jumping 670

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

floating in the pacific via seejaneblog

jane and becky jumping 670

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

hiking to twin falls maui via seejaneblog

jane waterfall jumping via seejaneblog

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

flatbread in paia via seejaneblog

matching rash gards via seejaneblog

be strong hats via seejaneblog

Everybody’s been there, everybody’s been stared down
By the enemy
Fallen for the fear and done some disappearing
Bow down to the mighty

casual beach style via seejaneblog

head stands on big beach via seejaneblog

Don’t run, stop holding your tongue
Maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
Maybe one of these days you can let the light in
Show me how big your brave is

snorkeling via seejaneblog

floating at big beach via seejaneblog

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

polaroids of maui via seejaneblog

first friday maui via seejaneblog

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

relaxing on the paddle boards via seejaneblog

early morning paddle in maui via seejaneblog

Innocence, your history of silence
Won’t do you any good
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?

sea turtles via seejaneblog

sea turtle via seejaneblog

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

flowering tree via seejaneblog

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

***

crank up the song, here. collect good friends, and be brave. xo.

{photo credits: moi, becky kimball, and jenn granum.}

© 2013 jane rhodes.